4th Year Death Anniversary

Today is my brother's 4th year death anniversary. Although he passed away 4 years ago, I am still deeply saddened by the fact! Losing someone you love is truly hard to cope with and even though the wound is heal, the pain is still there. I don't think it will ever go away especially if you are somewhat guilty of what had happened!

I know that it is not my fault that he is dead but it is always on the back of my head if I had something to do with it? Until to this day, that question remains! I was the last one who he talked to on the phone and we had been arguing. It wasn't the first time and it wasn't worst the one either. Growing up with 5 siblings was not all the fun at all. We fought and argued with each other, there had been times that our verbal fights turned to physical fights. Yes, that's how bad it was for us back then! But even though there were so many bad memories, I love all my siblings with all my heart! That's why, I feel guilty, what if that argument that we had, had something to do with his death?

I might never know the truth behind his death but I can only hope that one day I will find out what truly happened! And I pray to GOD that wherever he is, I hope he is in peace. He maybe be gone but will never be forgotten and same goes to my PAPA!

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texas_sweetie said...

maka relate ko. although maayo among buot sa akong papa pagkamatay niya, can't help to ask myself wa ba kaha to siya malain naku no before ni panaw? etc... daghan unanswered questions nga di ma tubag tungod kay managlahi nata'g kalibutan nila

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